Monday, September 17, 2007

Thoughts amidst a bout of loneliness....

Came across these lines today...

***
A doubting mind
Is forced to live
In the prison of loneliness.
***

This set me thinking...could this be the reason for me feeling lonely time n again...

It's a fact that i don't trust people easily...but how can one who has been betrayed again n again go ahead and trust people blindly...

And then i think that i will not be alone forever...there will be time for love again...God enters the darkest rooms...

Beneath my smiles, laughter and cheers, there is a person inside that fears
Of being lonely and not having anybody

...i guess its one of those days again...

2 comments:

dang said...

I think I know you... somewhat.. I think I'm a decent judge of character... well.. somewhat...

I don't think you have an issue trusting people... or maybe I'm a bigger cynic than you.. so your "not immediately trusting" seems normal to me...

I don't think you'll be alone forever.. I just don't...

Everyone feels lonely... sometimes...
Loneliness can send your head in a tizzy sometimes... I read some of my blog entries..and in retrospect I wonder what the hell I was complainin about ?!
I meet people with REAL problems sometimes.. and I feel embarassed.. I feel embarassed about feeling disappointed lonely..when I have so much..

Ok.. I'm blaberring now :)
Basically... yer right.. its just one of dem days... and thats whats bringing you down...

Here's something Dad used to refer to..whenever I was low...
Sun lo.. :)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Heyjudesample.ogg

death said...

and the fear that never ceased to die